future.

I am really worried about my decisions right now. i feel like i am always making the wrong choices. i don't remember the last time i have ever made a right choice. last october i was a newbie in the college world and i wasn't sure what i was doing. i knew that i wouldn't be able to continue in the college of math and science so i somehow landed on the idea of education. even still i was restless and wanted to transfer out of state. there were many places i looked at from california, washington, boston, and new york. i finally realized that 


(This was written on May 24, 2011. i don't know exactly what it is that i realized at that point in life. that i was a failure? that i had no hope? whatever it was it doesn't matter because the Lord knew and boy did he have big plans for me)